I am well

I used to write alot.. but wondering why recently seems like couldn't write much.

Because of my sudden "blog post disappear" many friends sent their regard.

Just to share that Ariel is still well. ^^ Just recently too tight up with alot of things.

I will be back soon.

小白和小黄

小白和小黄来自不同的地方...第一次见面，彼此都看不顺眼...

小白and小黄came from different places...They did not have favor in each other at all when they first met....

但，命运把他们凑在一起....

But, fate brings them together...

小黄送了一束可爱的爱情樱桃给小白， 来见证他们的爱情.

小黄bought a bouquet of love cherries for 小白, as a rememberance of their love..

小白非常感动。每天都细心的呵护着这些樱桃们。。

小白was very touched.. She took very good care of them everyday...

因为，它们代表着小黄和小白的爱情

Because these cherries represented their love for each other..

但是，有一天，这束樱桃突然不见了。。

One day, the cherries disappear suddenly without a sign..

小白伤心极了。。终日悠悠寡欢

小白was so sad... and depressed...

为了小白，小黄决定带着小白，一同去寻找爱情樱桃..

小黄decided to search for it together with 小白..

他们走遍千山万水。。甚至去询问那个“无所不知，无所不闻”的龙猫先生..

They went around the world.... They even consulted the very wise man - Mr 龙猫 who knows everything...

还是没有答案.

Yet, they couldn't find the answer.

失落的小白躁急得哭倒在小黄的怀里..

说：“怎么办，爱情樱桃不见了。。是不是代表我们的爱情也将结束呢？”

小白cried : " What shall we do, love cherries are gone, does it means our love will end too?"

小黄紧紧地拥着小白，深情的回答：

“小傻瓜，爱情樱桃只是一个象征，有或没有，

并不重要，也不会影响我们的爱。　

只要我们仰望上帝，他必祝福我们直到永远”

But 小黄 still hug 小白 firmly in his arms and assured her :

"my dear, love cherries is just a symbol, its' existance is not that important at all. It will not affects our love too. As long as we focus on God, He will surely bless us forever"

小白终于破涕为笑...因为她发现

原来她生命中最敬仰的上帝在她心里面

最深爱的小黄在她身边..

这就足够了...

Finally, 小白 smile, because she realized that the Almight God is in her heart, and her beloved 小黄 is by her side...

That has already worth everything...

My Shelter

I complained, because she don't understand how sorrow it is.
I have to settle my emotion, go to work and smile at people.
While she can just spend whole day sitting at home, thinking how to accuse me back or drown in her own assumption.

I'm tired... totally exhausted. As if I'd just went through a battle 7 days 7 nights without rest.

But then I realised. How wrong I am. How foolish I am to think that way.

I am still the lucky girl. Even though I am sad, I still have Jesus in my heart. God is my great shelter and comforter.

But she has no one. She is helpless.

O Lord, forgive me for my negative assumption. I give thanks to You for loving me. And I pray that You will comfort her as well. Give her peace and joy. Open her spiritual eyes so that she will come to know that You're the Almighty God.

Amen!

Look Up & See Wide

Matthew 6:22 – The eye is the lamp of the body; so if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light.

It is so important about having a positive vision. But I always failed to do so. I never confident enough to rise higher than the image I have of myself. I always prepare the negative side so that I will be ready to accept any disappointment. This is very bad actually. I will never accomplish things that I don’t first see myself accomplishing.

Many times, I get too focus on my problem and neglected the mission from God. I must conceive it on the inside through my eyes of faith before it will come to pass on the outside. I need to create a healthy look picture and get it rooted in my mind.

Don’t look to the back that pulls me down. Don’t look the left or right that distracted me. Don’t look inside that make me lost. But always look up and being delivered by Father from the above.

So, stop worrying, start expecting good things that God is going to put in your life.

In Him that I Find Peace

It was an exhausted weekend. Not physically, but mentally.

I had a battle to fight, it was discouraging, hurting indeed.

I fell down, I weeped.

I felt defeated and sorrow.

But then, when I turn around, I see many angels beside me, comforting me, supporting me.

I looked up, and I see Him, my dearly heavenly Father.

What will I be if without Him?

I dare not imagine that and I don't have to.

Because, It's only in Him that I find peace. In Him alone.

Amen!

Exhausted Week..

Within a week time... I'd been in 4 different places...

Last Wed in kl, Fri in kk, sabah, Mon back in kl, Wed in Ipoh, and now currently in Penang.

It might sounds interesting but the fact is.. it's really exhausted...

Sometime, when i wake up, i might need 10 seconds to figure out my own location..

haha...

but luckily, no matter where I go, where I wake up, I still realise God in with me in my heart.

^^

他就在我心里面

因为出差，必须乘飞机到 KK 去。。

在１００００公尺的高空中，望向窗外的白云，感觉有点不踏实。。

常在想，飞在天上是否就比较靠近天国？

是否和阿爸天父更贴近了？思索了一会儿。。

发现。。。原来无论我去到哪儿。。

哪怕是最底的深渊， 或是最遥远的外太空。。

上帝还是与我同在。。

因为，他就在我心里面。。

My Mid-Year Spiritual Appraisal

It’s July. Usually at this time, most bosses will hold a mid year appraisal with their employee to review their performance. This is important so that the employee will know how far they have achieved and what else they can improve in order to meet their yearly goals.

Often, we set goals or objectives for our carrier and life. How about our spiritual growth? Have you done your mid year appraisal with God?
Or I should ask, had you ever set your spiritual goal for 2008 at the beginning of the year?

I’m glad I did. So now I’m going to come out with a summary of my appraisal with God.


1st Objectives
Learn to fast & pray

Review Comments
- Manage to be firm on my stand, fast and pray for things in life.
- Get rid of obsession on food.

2nd Objectives
More prayer & spend time with God

Review Comments
- Manage to spend quality time with God and communicate with Him in better way.
- Be discipline on setting my prayer time.

3rd Objectives
Pray for Healing - spirit, soul & body

- Get healed from my gastric problem during the fast and pray period.
- Healed from throat pain and strained ankle.


I’m pretty happy with what I’d achieved but I also know that there is always room for improvement. I should not be pleased by little achievement and let my spiritual life get stagnant after this. All these attainments should be the momentum to drive me for higher level growth.

I want to get closer to Him. I want to pray more. I want to be healed from all sickness. Above all, I’m sure God will lead me through, guide me along the way and waiting for me at the end of the path. By that time, I can be rejoiced and glorify His Mighty Name.