Crossroad

I had been working very hard this year. By the blessing from God, I'm doing well; instead boss also praising "well done". Therefore I always thought I'm very secure in my current job, happily freely enjoying myself in my comfort zone.

Yet, life is always unpredictable. Now I have to change company. Not because I resign, not because I'm fired but because of company new system. I was miserable, confused, troubled, uncertain and keep asking myself, "why why why? Am I not good enough?" I'm trapped at the crossroad.

Boss persuades me to stay but relocate me to KL. That is not the life I want, I will not enjoy myself staying there. If I do, I'd be in KL long long ago. Therefore I have no choice but to accept the new job in our distributor company which will secure me to be based in Northern Region.

I was so down and started to drown in my own sorrow again. I cried to God asking Him why this happening to me. Though the new job role seems interesting, I am just not ready for a change at this moment. I'm worry will I be good in the new company? Will the boss and colleagues treat me well?

Then suddenly God speaks to me. “Have I not looking after you all the time? Have I not bless you always in your previous job and current job? Wherever you go, I'm with you. Everyone is favor in you because you are my favored child. Just go ahead and you’ll see this time, and again my blessing still with you.”

Then I realized, I need to move in order for God to work on me. He has the best thing in store for me but if I don’t move forward according to His plan, I can’t reach the spot where the blessing is awaiting.

Happy Birthday To Me~~

It's Ariel's birthday~~

Everyone keeps asking me " Any surprise? "

Well, sometime surprise can be exciting but it can cause heart attack also oh.

So, anyway, Thank God I don't have heart attack during my birthday.

Instead, I had a warm sweet birthday. I have a lovely birthday cake and a wonderful time plus yummy dinner at Food Loft. (Take a peep on some of the delicious dishes below)

This is my lovely bday cake...

cheezy macaroni..not bad oh..

Jumbo Ais Kacang...

Chicken chop.. looks quite good but taste so so nia la...

French fries..my all time favourite...
This bento set ah.. er.. i only tasted the chicken, nice... the other side dishes.. try yourselves ya..

Of course I will not forget all the wishes from my lovely friends. So I must thanks all of you sincerely : my darling Joshua, my family Papa, Mama, Mummy, Aunt Mary, Angeline, Candy, Joo Lin, Hwei Yee, Szee, Shan, Alfred, my friends Sing Chet, May Nee, Shi Hui, KC, Amanda, Byron, Yap, Ser Ser, Janet, Grace, Lay Ping, Siow Teng, Pei Jean, Alice, Mun Hoo, Wei Loon, King, Garry, Regine, Winnie, Allen, Ee hong, Bernard, Marlous, Fei Sean, Danny, Jeffrey, Boon Hwa, Kenny, Simon, Bek Khee etc etc... (If I left out your name, pls forgive me)

Hydrangea Needs Pesticide

My Gardener is busy because Hydrangea is sick. The evil one sent in a lot of bugs and worms trying to attack this tiny plant. These bugs have been hiding inside Hydrangea for very very long period I guess. But this time, Gardener wants to cast out every single little bugs.

It's a tough process as these are stubborn bugs. They hooked on the leaf, the flowers, the stems, the roots; basically is everywhere.

Gardener sprinkle strong pesticide and some powerful remedy. I am sure Hydrangea will get well soon as she has the most powerful and wonderful gardener. Fear not Hydrangea, as Gardener is watching over you. Be strong and full of courageous and victory is near.

Psalm 23:4 - Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

I am well

I used to write alot.. but wondering why recently seems like couldn't write much.

Because of my sudden "blog post disappear" many friends sent their regard.

Just to share that Ariel is still well. ^^ Just recently too tight up with alot of things.

I will be back soon.

小白和小黄

小白和小黄来自不同的地方...第一次见面，彼此都看不顺眼...

小白and小黄came from different places...They did not have favor in each other at all when they first met....

但，命运把他们凑在一起....

But, fate brings them together...

小黄送了一束可爱的爱情樱桃给小白， 来见证他们的爱情.

小黄bought a bouquet of love cherries for 小白, as a rememberance of their love..

小白非常感动。每天都细心的呵护着这些樱桃们。。

小白was very touched.. She took very good care of them everyday...

因为，它们代表着小黄和小白的爱情

Because these cherries represented their love for each other..

但是，有一天，这束樱桃突然不见了。。

One day, the cherries disappear suddenly without a sign..

小白伤心极了。。终日悠悠寡欢

小白was so sad... and depressed...

为了小白，小黄决定带着小白，一同去寻找爱情樱桃..

小黄decided to search for it together with 小白..

他们走遍千山万水。。甚至去询问那个“无所不知，无所不闻”的龙猫先生..

They went around the world.... They even consulted the very wise man - Mr 龙猫 who knows everything...

还是没有答案.

Yet, they couldn't find the answer.

失落的小白躁急得哭倒在小黄的怀里..

说：“怎么办，爱情樱桃不见了。。是不是代表我们的爱情也将结束呢？”

小白cried : " What shall we do, love cherries are gone, does it means our love will end too?"

小黄紧紧地拥着小白，深情的回答：

“小傻瓜，爱情樱桃只是一个象征，有或没有，

并不重要，也不会影响我们的爱。　

只要我们仰望上帝，他必祝福我们直到永远”

But 小黄 still hug 小白 firmly in his arms and assured her :

"my dear, love cherries is just a symbol, its' existance is not that important at all. It will not affects our love too. As long as we focus on God, He will surely bless us forever"

小白终于破涕为笑...因为她发现

原来她生命中最敬仰的上帝在她心里面

最深爱的小黄在她身边..

这就足够了...

Finally, 小白 smile, because she realized that the Almight God is in her heart, and her beloved 小黄 is by her side...

That has already worth everything...

My Shelter

I complained, because she don't understand how sorrow it is.
I have to settle my emotion, go to work and smile at people.
While she can just spend whole day sitting at home, thinking how to accuse me back or drown in her own assumption.

I'm tired... totally exhausted. As if I'd just went through a battle 7 days 7 nights without rest.

But then I realised. How wrong I am. How foolish I am to think that way.

I am still the lucky girl. Even though I am sad, I still have Jesus in my heart. God is my great shelter and comforter.

But she has no one. She is helpless.

O Lord, forgive me for my negative assumption. I give thanks to You for loving me. And I pray that You will comfort her as well. Give her peace and joy. Open her spiritual eyes so that she will come to know that You're the Almighty God.

Amen!

Look Up & See Wide

Matthew 6:22 – The eye is the lamp of the body; so if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light.

It is so important about having a positive vision. But I always failed to do so. I never confident enough to rise higher than the image I have of myself. I always prepare the negative side so that I will be ready to accept any disappointment. This is very bad actually. I will never accomplish things that I don’t first see myself accomplishing.

Many times, I get too focus on my problem and neglected the mission from God. I must conceive it on the inside through my eyes of faith before it will come to pass on the outside. I need to create a healthy look picture and get it rooted in my mind.

Don’t look to the back that pulls me down. Don’t look the left or right that distracted me. Don’t look inside that make me lost. But always look up and being delivered by Father from the above.

So, stop worrying, start expecting good things that God is going to put in your life.

In Him that I Find Peace

It was an exhausted weekend. Not physically, but mentally.

I had a battle to fight, it was discouraging, hurting indeed.

I fell down, I weeped.

I felt defeated and sorrow.

But then, when I turn around, I see many angels beside me, comforting me, supporting me.

I looked up, and I see Him, my dearly heavenly Father.

What will I be if without Him?

I dare not imagine that and I don't have to.

Because, It's only in Him that I find peace. In Him alone.

Amen!