没有人陪我下课？

这个标题是从我侄女的部落格偷来的。。 哈哈。。
因为，这让我想起了自己以前上学的回忆。

那。。有没有人陪我下课呢？
我还蛮幸运的。常常都有要好得朋友在身边陪伴。
小学时代。。对我来说，是有些遥远。。也没太多的印象。
中学时代。。的确，每天都有朋友陪伴。记得上中三开始，食堂都有一个非常奇怪的规则。
在休息节结束前5分钟，巡查员会敲铃。就是那种卖冰淇林阿伯敲的那一种。
结果呢，不论你正在做什么，都必须定格，停下来。。
有时，面包刚靠近嘴边，张着嘴，还没咬，就定格了。。
有时，刚要站起来，也在那半坐半站的姿势，定格了。。
若有东西刚从手中掉落。。那无法违反地心吸力的物体，发出响声时。。
全场的目光都会投向你。。。仿佛你犯了罪似的。。太有趣了。。

现在，工作了。。尤其作sales 的。。根本都不大有机会和一群同事吃午餐。。
渐渐习惯了独来独往的生活。。。

我是怎么了。。。。

是我有问题吗？
从一开始，我就被这句“我有事情想和你谈”吓到了。
或许应该说，是恐惧感吧。
因为，大多数时候，接在这句话后头的内容，都是让我不知所措的。
所以，每次只要看到或听到“我有事情想和你谈”就有点慌张了。
有时候，并没什么的。可是还是会虚惊一场。

这句话，还要笼罩我多久？
或许，原来我并不是自己想象般的坚强。还是，你给的信心不够？

也可能是，我太小心翼翼。改不掉打破沙锅问到底的毛病。
凡事都要清清楚楚的。 因为，我讨厌不确定。也不喜欢猜测。
那，让我没有踏实感。因为近来，真的很没踏实感。

不争气的，永远是我的泪水。

我是怎么了。。。。

1.Each blogger must post this rules

2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves

3. Blogger who are tagged need to write ten things about their own blog and post these rules .You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .

4. Don`t forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog .

Err.. seems like I'm getting outdated. Don't even realised that I'd been tagged and what tagging is all about. And this was long ago but I only realise now.

Ten Random Facts/Habits About Me

1. I can't live without God. He is my everything. Well, this is not about holiness but is a fact to me.

2. I love milo and milkshake. Why I love milo? because I don't like neither coffee, tea nor oats drinks. Why I love milkshake? I also don't know why, I just keep thinking of it day and night.

3. I cry easily. Sometime not because I'm sad but because I'm touched.

4. I always make ppl =.=". Perhaps I tell too much cold jokes. Not everyone can understand my joke or my thinking. In order to cover up themselves that they actually don't understand me, they will just stand there and sweating all over.

5. I like to bite. But I dont simply bite anything. I only bite human who has soft and chewy flesh. So if I bite you, is your pleasure which shows that you have good skin complexion.

6. I online almost everyday except when I don't have pc around me, or there is no internet connection.

7. I love to look at the mirror every morning when I wake up. It is such a great thing to see a beautiful girl from the mirror's reflection which will brighten up my day.

8. I record my expanses everyday. Money is not everything. But many people says "money=evil". So I must manage my money well so that they will not go out and hurt people. If you think you have too much "evil" with you and don't know how to control them. Don't worry, just leave them with me. I will help you to train them.

9. My actual age is 21 even though most people says I look like 18. Wuahaha...

10. I like to roll around. On bed of course.

10 things About My Blog

a. A corner for me to share my thinking.

b. Sometime in English, sometime in Mandarin.

c. Always pink.

d. Not much follower because I'm not a good writter.

e. Sometime I write alot, sometime I'll disappear for a long period.

f. No music.

g. You'll know me better if you read carefully.

h. Some posts are not meant to be understand.

i. Write more when I'm down than when I'm happy.

j. ............................................................. ---> means that, boring one.

Well, attention!! The following people, you'd been tagged.

-Hannah http://hannahk-chan.blogspot.com/
-Ikan Masin (chet,.. it's u la..) http://zainv.blogspot.com/
-sEnGz http://softshellcrabtemaki.blogspot.com/
- superchuan http://superchuan.blog.friendster.com/
-aaron http://aaronchicky.blogspot.com/
-hazel http://hazelhz.multiply.com/
-mindy http://mindyoon.blogspot.com/

er... just found that I don't have much blog to follow.. where got time so read so many people punya blog la???

过大礼。。

别误会， 这不是关于我的结婚过大礼，而是我家三姐的。
这篇文章其实早在两个星期前就该写， 但忙得差点给忘了。
大姐，二姐结婚时，我还很小，什么也不懂，也没什么印象了。
妈妈说，在以前的时候，当父母看见礼饼送到时，就会哭了，
因为礼饼一收，女儿就非嫁不可了。。
可是依我家的情况看来，好像并没有人哭哦。。反而是兴高采烈的，热闹极了。
难道，大家都想把三姐赶快嫁出去？哈哈。。开玩笑的啦。。我可是伤心极了。。
（因为，过年过节，少了一个帮手，我可要累坏了）

这就是我未来三姐夫送来的嫁女饼。是不是很可爱呢？味道也很好噢。。。


看，新娘子是不是很漂亮？发型设计--〉我，化装师--〉二姐

Due to the request from my beloved cousin sis, so I'll try my best to translate this post into english directly. Will try to make it as accurate as I can.. but I am not a good translator oh.

Please don't mis-understand. This is about my 3rd sis's pre-marriage sending gift ceremony, not mine (so called "go dai lai" in cantonese). I should have write this post 2 weeks ago, but delayed due to busy schedule.

When my eldest and 2nd sisters got married, I was too young to understand the ceremony. SO, can't really recall anything special.

Mum told me, in the ancient time, parents will sure cry once they receive gifts from groom's side. Because, this ceremony symbolizes that the daughter is really going to get marry already.
But, from the scenery I observed in my family, nobody crying. In fact, everyone was so happy and excited. Perhaps everybody want 3rd sis to get marry as soon as possible? haha... just kidding.

Actually I am very sad oh.. (because this means that less 1 ppl to help to do housework during festival.. I will be exhausted oh)

Hope, Faith & Love

God could not put Hope in your heart unless you first put your trust in Him and believe He will make your path straight.

God could not put Faith in your heart unless you first surrender everything to Him and stand firm no matter in what circumstances

God could not put Faith in your heart unless you first accept Jesus as your savior, that He first loves us and died for us.

God don’t just put hope, faith and love in you, but He gives you the chance to exercise these. It is through the experiences that you will receive these.

Crossroad

I had been working very hard this year. By the blessing from God, I'm doing well; instead boss also praising "well done". Therefore I always thought I'm very secure in my current job, happily freely enjoying myself in my comfort zone.

Yet, life is always unpredictable. Now I have to change company. Not because I resign, not because I'm fired but because of company new system. I was miserable, confused, troubled, uncertain and keep asking myself, "why why why? Am I not good enough?" I'm trapped at the crossroad.

Boss persuades me to stay but relocate me to KL. That is not the life I want, I will not enjoy myself staying there. If I do, I'd be in KL long long ago. Therefore I have no choice but to accept the new job in our distributor company which will secure me to be based in Northern Region.

I was so down and started to drown in my own sorrow again. I cried to God asking Him why this happening to me. Though the new job role seems interesting, I am just not ready for a change at this moment. I'm worry will I be good in the new company? Will the boss and colleagues treat me well?

Then suddenly God speaks to me. “Have I not looking after you all the time? Have I not bless you always in your previous job and current job? Wherever you go, I'm with you. Everyone is favor in you because you are my favored child. Just go ahead and you’ll see this time, and again my blessing still with you.”

Then I realized, I need to move in order for God to work on me. He has the best thing in store for me but if I don’t move forward according to His plan, I can’t reach the spot where the blessing is awaiting.

Happy Birthday To Me~~

It's Ariel's birthday~~

Everyone keeps asking me " Any surprise? "

Well, sometime surprise can be exciting but it can cause heart attack also oh.

So, anyway, Thank God I don't have heart attack during my birthday.

Instead, I had a warm sweet birthday. I have a lovely birthday cake and a wonderful time plus yummy dinner at Food Loft. (Take a peep on some of the delicious dishes below)

This is my lovely bday cake...

cheezy macaroni..not bad oh..

Jumbo Ais Kacang...

Chicken chop.. looks quite good but taste so so nia la...

French fries..my all time favourite...
This bento set ah.. er.. i only tasted the chicken, nice... the other side dishes.. try yourselves ya..

Of course I will not forget all the wishes from my lovely friends. So I must thanks all of you sincerely : my darling Joshua, my family Papa, Mama, Mummy, Aunt Mary, Angeline, Candy, Joo Lin, Hwei Yee, Szee, Shan, Alfred, my friends Sing Chet, May Nee, Shi Hui, KC, Amanda, Byron, Yap, Ser Ser, Janet, Grace, Lay Ping, Siow Teng, Pei Jean, Alice, Mun Hoo, Wei Loon, King, Garry, Regine, Winnie, Allen, Ee hong, Bernard, Marlous, Fei Sean, Danny, Jeffrey, Boon Hwa, Kenny, Simon, Bek Khee etc etc... (If I left out your name, pls forgive me)

Hydrangea Needs Pesticide

My Gardener is busy because Hydrangea is sick. The evil one sent in a lot of bugs and worms trying to attack this tiny plant. These bugs have been hiding inside Hydrangea for very very long period I guess. But this time, Gardener wants to cast out every single little bugs.

It's a tough process as these are stubborn bugs. They hooked on the leaf, the flowers, the stems, the roots; basically is everywhere.

Gardener sprinkle strong pesticide and some powerful remedy. I am sure Hydrangea will get well soon as she has the most powerful and wonderful gardener. Fear not Hydrangea, as Gardener is watching over you. Be strong and full of courageous and victory is near.

Psalm 23:4 - Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.