My Shelter

I complained, because she don't understand how sorrow it is.
I have to settle my emotion, go to work and smile at people.
While she can just spend whole day sitting at home, thinking how to accuse me back or drown in her own assumption.

I'm tired... totally exhausted. As if I'd just went through a battle 7 days 7 nights without rest.

But then I realised. How wrong I am. How foolish I am to think that way.

I am still the lucky girl. Even though I am sad, I still have Jesus in my heart. God is my great shelter and comforter.

But she has no one. She is helpless.

O Lord, forgive me for my negative assumption. I give thanks to You for loving me. And I pray that You will comfort her as well. Give her peace and joy. Open her spiritual eyes so that she will come to know that You're the Almighty God.

Amen!

Look Up & See Wide

Matthew 6:22 – The eye is the lamp of the body; so if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light.

It is so important about having a positive vision. But I always failed to do so. I never confident enough to rise higher than the image I have of myself. I always prepare the negative side so that I will be ready to accept any disappointment. This is very bad actually. I will never accomplish things that I don’t first see myself accomplishing.

Many times, I get too focus on my problem and neglected the mission from God. I must conceive it on the inside through my eyes of faith before it will come to pass on the outside. I need to create a healthy look picture and get it rooted in my mind.

Don’t look to the back that pulls me down. Don’t look the left or right that distracted me. Don’t look inside that make me lost. But always look up and being delivered by Father from the above.

So, stop worrying, start expecting good things that God is going to put in your life.

In Him that I Find Peace

It was an exhausted weekend. Not physically, but mentally.

I had a battle to fight, it was discouraging, hurting indeed.

I fell down, I weeped.

I felt defeated and sorrow.

But then, when I turn around, I see many angels beside me, comforting me, supporting me.

I looked up, and I see Him, my dearly heavenly Father.

What will I be if without Him?

I dare not imagine that and I don't have to.

Because, It's only in Him that I find peace. In Him alone.

Amen!

Exhausted Week..

Within a week time... I'd been in 4 different places...

Last Wed in kl, Fri in kk, sabah, Mon back in kl, Wed in Ipoh, and now currently in Penang.

It might sounds interesting but the fact is.. it's really exhausted...

Sometime, when i wake up, i might need 10 seconds to figure out my own location..

haha...

but luckily, no matter where I go, where I wake up, I still realise God in with me in my heart.

^^

他就在我心里面

因为出差，必须乘飞机到 KK 去。。

在１００００公尺的高空中，望向窗外的白云，感觉有点不踏实。。

常在想，飞在天上是否就比较靠近天国？

是否和阿爸天父更贴近了？思索了一会儿。。

发现。。。原来无论我去到哪儿。。

哪怕是最底的深渊， 或是最遥远的外太空。。

上帝还是与我同在。。

因为，他就在我心里面。。