Saturday, October 18, 2008
Crossroad
I had been working very hard this year. By the blessing from God, I'm doing well; instead boss also praising "well done". Therefore I always thought I'm very secure in my current job, happily freely enjoying myself in my comfort zone.
Yet, life is always unpredictable. Now I have to change company. Not because I resign, not because I'm fired but because of company new system. I was miserable, confused, troubled, uncertain and keep asking myself, "why why why? Am I not good enough?" I'm trapped at the crossroad.
Boss persuades me to stay but relocate me to KL. That is not the life I want, I will not enjoy myself staying there. If I do, I'd be in KL long long ago. Therefore I have no choice but to accept the new job in our distributor company which will secure me to be based in Northern Region.
I was so down and started to drown in my own sorrow again. I cried to God asking Him why this happening to me. Though the new job role seems interesting, I am just not ready for a change at this moment. I'm worry will I be good in the new company? Will the boss and colleagues treat me well?
Then suddenly God speaks to me. “Have I not looking after you all the time? Have I not bless you always in your previous job and current job? Wherever you go, I'm with you. Everyone is favor in you because you are my favored child. Just go ahead and you’ll see this time, and again my blessing still with you.”
Then I realized, I need to move in order for God to work on me. He has the best thing in store for me but if I don’t move forward according to His plan, I can’t reach the spot where the blessing is awaiting.
Yet, life is always unpredictable. Now I have to change company. Not because I resign, not because I'm fired but because of company new system. I was miserable, confused, troubled, uncertain and keep asking myself, "why why why? Am I not good enough?" I'm trapped at the crossroad.
Boss persuades me to stay but relocate me to KL. That is not the life I want, I will not enjoy myself staying there. If I do, I'd be in KL long long ago. Therefore I have no choice but to accept the new job in our distributor company which will secure me to be based in Northern Region.
I was so down and started to drown in my own sorrow again. I cried to God asking Him why this happening to me. Though the new job role seems interesting, I am just not ready for a change at this moment. I'm worry will I be good in the new company? Will the boss and colleagues treat me well?
Then suddenly God speaks to me. “Have I not looking after you all the time? Have I not bless you always in your previous job and current job? Wherever you go, I'm with you. Everyone is favor in you because you are my favored child. Just go ahead and you’ll see this time, and again my blessing still with you.”
Then I realized, I need to move in order for God to work on me. He has the best thing in store for me but if I don’t move forward according to His plan, I can’t reach the spot where the blessing is awaiting.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Happy Birthday To Me~~
It's Ariel's birthday~~
Everyone keeps asking me " Any surprise? "
Well, sometime surprise can be exciting but it can cause heart attack also oh.
So, anyway, Thank God I don't have heart attack during my birthday.
Instead, I had a warm sweet birthday. I have a lovely birthday cake and a wonderful time plus yummy dinner at Food Loft. (Take a peep on some of the delicious dishes below)
This is my lovely bday cake...
Chicken chop.. looks quite good but taste so so nia la...
Everyone keeps asking me " Any surprise? "
Well, sometime surprise can be exciting but it can cause heart attack also oh.
So, anyway, Thank God I don't have heart attack during my birthday.
Instead, I had a warm sweet birthday. I have a lovely birthday cake and a wonderful time plus yummy dinner at Food Loft. (Take a peep on some of the delicious dishes below)
This is my lovely bday cake...
French fries..my all time favourite...
This bento set ah.. er.. i only tasted the chicken, nice... the other side dishes.. try yourselves ya..
Of course I will not forget all the wishes from my lovely friends. So I must thanks all of you sincerely : my darling Joshua, my family Papa, Mama, Mummy, Aunt Mary, Angeline, Candy, Joo Lin, Hwei Yee, Szee, Shan, Alfred, my friends Sing Chet, May Nee, Shi Hui, KC, Amanda, Byron, Yap, Ser Ser, Janet, Grace, Lay Ping, Siow Teng, Pei Jean, Alice, Mun Hoo, Wei Loon, King, Garry, Regine, Winnie, Allen, Ee hong, Bernard, Marlous, Fei Sean, Danny, Jeffrey, Boon Hwa, Kenny, Simon, Bek Khee etc etc... (If I left out your name, pls forgive me)
Friday, October 10, 2008
Hydrangea Needs Pesticide
My Gardener is busy because Hydrangea is sick. The evil one sent in a lot of bugs and worms trying to attack this tiny plant. These bugs have been hiding inside Hydrangea for very very long period I guess. But this time, Gardener wants to cast out every single little bugs.
It's a tough process as these are stubborn bugs. They hooked on the leaf, the flowers, the stems, the roots; basically is everywhere.
Gardener sprinkle strong pesticide and some powerful remedy. I am sure Hydrangea will get well soon as she has the most powerful and wonderful gardener. Fear not Hydrangea, as Gardener is watching over you. Be strong and full of courageous and victory is near.
Psalm 23:4 - Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
It's a tough process as these are stubborn bugs. They hooked on the leaf, the flowers, the stems, the roots; basically is everywhere.
Gardener sprinkle strong pesticide and some powerful remedy. I am sure Hydrangea will get well soon as she has the most powerful and wonderful gardener. Fear not Hydrangea, as Gardener is watching over you. Be strong and full of courageous and victory is near.
Psalm 23:4 - Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I am well
I used to write alot.. but wondering why recently seems like couldn't write much.
Because of my sudden "blog post disappear" many friends sent their regard.
Just to share that Ariel is still well. ^^ Just recently too tight up with alot of things.
I will be back soon.
Because of my sudden "blog post disappear" many friends sent their regard.
Just to share that Ariel is still well. ^^ Just recently too tight up with alot of things.
I will be back soon.
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